It's been a month since you left me. You are the one who brought me to this world. You brought me up with all your countless love and care. It's you that taught me everything. You always do the best you can for me, for this family. We are always the ones that comes to your mind. You worked so hard just for us, to give us a better life. You never fail to bring joy and laughter to this family. Sometimes I can't help it but to think why they or whoever have to take you away. You are such a good man, a good son, a good husband, a good dad. They never even gave me more time and chance to repay you better in future. I really really miss you, dad.
Thursday, September 29, 2011 | posted by J E N N ❤
I love TODAY, because you are WITH me❤
THANKS for all the LOVELY stuffs that you did for me, really THANK YOU. Its YOU that I am now SMILING. Your little actions are giving me SWEETNESS that stays. You just have the ability to make my life go CRAZY. I will WISH & PRAY that in the future no matter what we faced, WE will still TRUST & LOVE each other.
OK!! Since Monday, its the start of my 3 weeks Studio Project. Its.. tiring, stress, fun. And we are to post what we did everyday rather than doing a report. But i think i rather do a report. Anw, this is the link to what we post for our project.
http://dm4298-2011-team6.blogspot.com/
if you are interested in other groups, just change the team number to 1, 2, 3, 04, 5, 6, 7, 08.
I want this 3 weeks to past so fast and end so well please, I know it will(:
So during Holidays, I will..
-Work, to get more $ !!!
-Meet up with all my love ones, you know who you are, I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! =(
-Spend more time with my family. -Sing more!!
-Watch Cars 2 and Smurfs!!!
-Might watch dramas.
I think that will pack my 1 month holiday(: BYE!!! ;0
Wow!! I feel like blogging now because i have so much to talk!!
OK.. I am so excited!! I don't know what to wear on coming Wednesday!! Its a special celebration day for my darling Sophia!! And I'm going to wear my first contact lens!!! Oh my!!!~ I don't know how will i look like and i don't even know can i wear it as easy as i thought! Cos ppl around me are telling me its not easy for the first time. So err ya.. Wish me good luck!^^v(put this sign cos of a stu... pig)^^v I think i wont be wearing the colourful dress already, cos suddenly i thought it will be around evening time when we met, so like the sky is dark and somehow i have a feeling of wearing that colourful one in the day, so ya not going to wear that. THEN WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?!!! Rarw!!
And actually all the above should not be what i should be thinking of now~~ BECAUSE.. I STILL HAVE ASSIGNMENTS LAH!! AND I HAVEN START YET!! like hais.. but just don't want to think of all these.. =_=
One more thing.. Out of expectation, my poly friends and I went Far East Plaza again today.. lols! like the usual hang out place. Ate YOGURT for sure. And just nice we went there so I can buy my contact lens container~ hehehes ;P I keep buying stuffs when shopping comes, and I just can't stop! WHY?!! =XX Anw, i bought a kind of cool sleeveless blouse for $15, a super cute hat for only $5.80 and a super nice jump suit at only $20. Omg!! Best deals man!! hahas.
I find myself always getting things that are cheap to me, but i never thought of the total amount of ALL the things I've bought when I am buying. I buy cos its worth while, but i don't really need them~ PLEASE CONTROL!!! =X
I AM DOWN!! Stayed at home the whole day to do my work, however im too slow, ALWAYS!! :( Still have alot not done yet, shall continue after i wakes up!
MOOD IS UP NOW!! Cos i just received a call from you!!❤
Ok yupp.. HAPPY ANNI ZHU ZHU!! :] hahas.. We went The Cathay to watch "Hangover2", he watched it already just that he accompany me again. Actually i don't really favor the movie. Before the movie we ate Aston!! wahahas! i like! =P Then err... Thank you zhu zhu!! ilu❤ =P
If someone is going to fall, will you give a hand? How much strength are you going to give? How long can you hold?
btw, the fall is not those fall off from a building or the stairs. This fall can be anything. Is just someone, this someone may be very important to you, but also may not, or even just a stranger. Someone is asking/calling for help. Will you help?
For me, i am selfish. I keep thinking i don want to care. It dosen really affects me. Maybe he/she will be alright soon. He/she might be just at the low point of their life. He/she should be optimistic. blahh.. blahh..
BUT, what if just because of you not giving a hand, he/she falls, deeply, so bad and hurt..
BUT, if you give a hand, it might be a changing point for her, maybe to her rest of her life?
BUT, what if you just really still don feel like giving a hand?
Another question, Do you weigh people that are in your life? meaning how much this person means to you? How do you weigh the people in your life? Or everyone should have the same weigh? I think this links to the situation i mention above =X
Actually i just have a serious talk with my brother about this.. i said serious because i get agitated easily. Both of us were like talking so loudly, actually it was me.. talking really loud, and my mum also came into the talk. They said that i very "ji dong". lols! Yes I am. And i almost tears too. Lols.
So anyway.. that did not help, all these dosen. I AM STILL STUCK WITH THIS.
- watch banana perform judo for nyp cca orientation with YL. (wait for video) banana is so cool!! 1 word.帅!!!
- amk hub with YL again~ (sian) hahas! walk walk and bought NTH! lols.
- northpoint XingWang with 4p. XingWang changed menu. I tried a new dish, called.... (forgot), but anw its from the sizzling pan category. NICE~~ thumbs up! :) ooo and 1 more thing.. hehehh.. a guy working in there keep serving us.. then called 美女 want order already and stuff.. blahh blahh.. then while we taking photo.. he came by and said "so可爱, how to take also can de luh" TO YENLING!!! lols! too cute with short hair le luh.. hahas!
Meet at Shop"N"Save to buy all the ingredients. We also went to the wet market to buy chicken breast meat. Total cost not more than $11 i guess. This is the 2nd time we are cooking pasta. Hahas. Everything were the same just that the cook is Chef Roy and not me. 0.0 And chicken meat was added this time, but i don eat =P
After all the cooking~~
& Lunch time!❤
Yum Yumm!! :D
I brought my camera.. so play around with it. BUT he doesn't want to take with me nor letting me take him :( NVM! Ooo then he let me cut his hair!!!!! WooHOO!!! =P But i only cut a little of his side fringe luh. hahas. NICE OK! =P
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~ =PP
Its my birthday today!! Went Swensen(Orchard ION) with my family. Was surprised that there was dessert buffet there. So we had that! hahas. They have both dark and white chocolate fondue!!! NICE!! =P But actually i dint ate much, as i was a little unwell. Then after that we went shopping around. My kor bought a jacket and me and my mum bought a bracelet and necklace each^^ Dad nth as usual.
While at Swensens, my dad suddenly talk about his thoughts. He said its actually very lucky that we are still together as a family. If its not we did our part well, this family will just broke up. blahh... funny but cute dad i have luh! hahas. Ya but what he said is true.. but i really think that i am very lucky to have such a great parents! Really^^ So yupp. LOVE MY FAMILY =D
HEY !!! Im back posting.. ahah. What a great day i had~~ Not because of school of course.. school's boring.. i mean the night time!! I just came back from China Town!! Chinese new year is just so great. Its just so "re nao" luh!! hahas. Then i bought a watch and a hello kitty case. Of course tibits too. Ooo ya i went with my family.. parents, Nicky, Rod, <--their parents and Dai gu ma(my big auntie). hehehs. So fun! After that we went Satay Club at the "lao pa sa" for supper. Wow! Lots of super yummy food filled the table. Its like a long time since i eat this much supper le. Omg! sure will gain weight. Shit! Nvm, will control back. But im happy luh!! hahas.
Wonder if there's a pill or smt so after you eat it, you will be still skinny no matter what you eat, for life! & just 1 pill will work. lols. IF! >.<
Nvm. stop thinking of things that will never happen. lols. Fine. School school school is just driving me crazy!! Piles of work are drowning me can! and this is still not yet studio project. wait till it comes, i will be dead =_= just 2 words here.. DON LIKE!!!
And because of ^^^^^ the above para.. I am unable to meet up with my sisters and friends!!!!!! I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS THEM LIKE HELL LUH!!!!! :( :(
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 | posted by J E N N ❤
suddenly thought why i dint mention about friends and sisters and i realised they were actually flowing through my head when i type that whole post. its just natural nothin much i have to say as I STILL LOVE THEM JUST LIKE BEFORE❤❤ words from heart luh :)
PEEKABOO!! I'M BACK!! hmm... what should i start off with?
I AM SO BUSY since the start of that stupid Sem2!!! Group projects, assigments, many many test coming.. which i don even know what will be test on! Lectures talking and i will go daydreaming~~ Naturally.. =__= They are nice lectures, but sometimes, actually most of the times, either grandfather story, or talk normal and suddenly will go softer or go so fast with his own lagguage with makes me catch nth! hais.. forget about school~~
Next. hmm i started picking up make up.. wow. Why? i don't know, think i want to give another look to i don't know who's that pig. Anw, i tried putting on BB cream, eye liner and mascarra BY MY OWN FOR THE FIRST TIME OF MY LIFE and went out~ hahas. i don't know izzit better for me to put make up or not.. still wondering.. hahas. Then i showed pictures to my darling SophiaQuek, her reply was "you have make up meh?" hahaha.. dots. my reaction was really huh... hahas but nvm, im sure she will continue to teach me more about make up until one day she will say, wahh nice make up? hahahahaha!
Next Next, family... my kor kor went NS already :(( and his IPHONE became MINE already! :DDD hahas. Now my family have 3 botaks! wana take pictures with them! hahas! =P I still love my FAMILY❤❤ more and more~~ hehe....
oo ya... talking about family.. reminds me of family worrying about me, always, and then reminds me of things happening around the world.. like recently there are teenage slashing cases, molesting cases, and what like a new way of some bad guys using kids to bring girls to a unit and rape. so WARNING TO GIRLS.. whenever you saw a kid alone, claim that he is missing and ask you to bring him to a given address, BRING HIM TO THE POLICE STATION NO MATTER WHAT! its a new way of some bad guys to rape girls.
Ok.. 12:40AM now... going to bed~~
wait luh!!
still have luh!!
Last Last. Of course is my that zhu luh! hmm... still with him eh.. hahas! =X ok.. but we have no time to meet since the start of Sem2. Both busy with school and our timetable dint really match. So ya... Sad. But its ok, we still chat alot.. and still the old same topic EVERYTIME. lols. feel so sian but dono why everytime will still laugh. laugh means happy. yeahh i am happy. so HAPPY to be with YOU. ******* *** ** ****❤ *will paiseh anot uh? i think i should erm... done! :DD cos that should always be in my heart and mind ;)
Ok.. really ok liao.. going off to bed~~ BYE !!
wait >< Paiseh. was just wondering who will read this, as i dint post for SO LONG already.. TAG ME! ThankU! :D
I shall update my deadly blog now. haha~ why? cos i am bored now! waiting for someone in taiwan to online? if he will? so i shall talk about my life noadays?firstly, i am really not happy with my Sem 2 timetable luh! so tiring! omg. and the modules are like so hard to pass!! urhhh!! what should i do?!! oops. lazy to type le =X messy thoughts in my head anw~~ bye!
It's been a month since you left me. You are the one who brought me to this world. You brought me up with all your countless love and care. It's you that taught me everything. You always do the best you can for me, for this family. We are always the ones that comes to your mind. You worked so hard just for us, to give us a better life. You never fail to bring joy and laughter to this family. Sometimes I can't help it but to think why they or whoever have to take you away. You are such a good man, a good son, a good husband, a good dad. They never even gave me more time and chance to repay you better in future. I really really miss you, dad.
Thursday, September 29, 2011 | posted by J E N N ❤
I love TODAY, because you are WITH me❤
THANKS for all the LOVELY stuffs that you did for me, really THANK YOU. Its YOU that I am now SMILING. Your little actions are giving me SWEETNESS that stays. You just have the ability to make my life go CRAZY. I will WISH & PRAY that in the future no matter what we faced, WE will still TRUST & LOVE each other.
OK!! Since Monday, its the start of my 3 weeks Studio Project. Its.. tiring, stress, fun. And we are to post what we did everyday rather than doing a report. But i think i rather do a report. Anw, this is the link to what we post for our project.
http://dm4298-2011-team6.blogspot.com/
if you are interested in other groups, just change the team number to 1, 2, 3, 04, 5, 6, 7, 08.
I want this 3 weeks to past so fast and end so well please, I know it will(:
So during Holidays, I will..
-Work, to get more $ !!!
-Meet up with all my love ones, you know who you are, I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! =(
-Spend more time with my family. -Sing more!!
-Watch Cars 2 and Smurfs!!!
-Might watch dramas.
I think that will pack my 1 month holiday(: BYE!!! ;0
Wow!! I feel like blogging now because i have so much to talk!!
OK.. I am so excited!! I don't know what to wear on coming Wednesday!! Its a special celebration day for my darling Sophia!! And I'm going to wear my first contact lens!!! Oh my!!!~ I don't know how will i look like and i don't even know can i wear it as easy as i thought! Cos ppl around me are telling me its not easy for the first time. So err ya.. Wish me good luck!^^v(put this sign cos of a stu... pig)^^v I think i wont be wearing the colourful dress already, cos suddenly i thought it will be around evening time when we met, so like the sky is dark and somehow i have a feeling of wearing that colourful one in the day, so ya not going to wear that. THEN WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?!!! Rarw!!
And actually all the above should not be what i should be thinking of now~~ BECAUSE.. I STILL HAVE ASSIGNMENTS LAH!! AND I HAVEN START YET!! like hais.. but just don't want to think of all these.. =_=
One more thing.. Out of expectation, my poly friends and I went Far East Plaza again today.. lols! like the usual hang out place. Ate YOGURT for sure. And just nice we went there so I can buy my contact lens container~ hehehes ;P I keep buying stuffs when shopping comes, and I just can't stop! WHY?!! =XX Anw, i bought a kind of cool sleeveless blouse for $15, a super cute hat for only $5.80 and a super nice jump suit at only $20. Omg!! Best deals man!! hahas.
I find myself always getting things that are cheap to me, but i never thought of the total amount of ALL the things I've bought when I am buying. I buy cos its worth while, but i don't really need them~ PLEASE CONTROL!!! =X
I AM DOWN!! Stayed at home the whole day to do my work, however im too slow, ALWAYS!! :( Still have alot not done yet, shall continue after i wakes up!
MOOD IS UP NOW!! Cos i just received a call from you!!❤
Ok yupp.. HAPPY ANNI ZHU ZHU!! :] hahas.. We went The Cathay to watch "Hangover2", he watched it already just that he accompany me again. Actually i don't really favor the movie. Before the movie we ate Aston!! wahahas! i like! =P Then err... Thank you zhu zhu!! ilu❤ =P
If someone is going to fall, will you give a hand? How much strength are you going to give? How long can you hold?
btw, the fall is not those fall off from a building or the stairs. This fall can be anything. Is just someone, this someone may be very important to you, but also may not, or even just a stranger. Someone is asking/calling for help. Will you help?
For me, i am selfish. I keep thinking i don want to care. It dosen really affects me. Maybe he/she will be alright soon. He/she might be just at the low point of their life. He/she should be optimistic. blahh.. blahh..
BUT, what if just because of you not giving a hand, he/she falls, deeply, so bad and hurt..
BUT, if you give a hand, it might be a changing point for her, maybe to her rest of her life?
BUT, what if you just really still don feel like giving a hand?
Another question, Do you weigh people that are in your life? meaning how much this person means to you? How do you weigh the people in your life? Or everyone should have the same weigh? I think this links to the situation i mention above =X
Actually i just have a serious talk with my brother about this.. i said serious because i get agitated easily. Both of us were like talking so loudly, actually it was me.. talking really loud, and my mum also came into the talk. They said that i very "ji dong". lols! Yes I am. And i almost tears too. Lols.
So anyway.. that did not help, all these dosen. I AM STILL STUCK WITH THIS.
- watch banana perform judo for nyp cca orientation with YL. (wait for video) banana is so cool!! 1 word.帅!!!
- amk hub with YL again~ (sian) hahas! walk walk and bought NTH! lols.
- northpoint XingWang with 4p. XingWang changed menu. I tried a new dish, called.... (forgot), but anw its from the sizzling pan category. NICE~~ thumbs up! :) ooo and 1 more thing.. hehehh.. a guy working in there keep serving us.. then called 美女 want order already and stuff.. blahh blahh.. then while we taking photo.. he came by and said "so可爱, how to take also can de luh" TO YENLING!!! lols! too cute with short hair le luh.. hahas!
Meet at Shop"N"Save to buy all the ingredients. We also went to the wet market to buy chicken breast meat. Total cost not more than $11 i guess. This is the 2nd time we are cooking pasta. Hahas. Everything were the same just that the cook is Chef Roy and not me. 0.0 And chicken meat was added this time, but i don eat =P
After all the cooking~~
& Lunch time!❤
Yum Yumm!! :D
I brought my camera.. so play around with it. BUT he doesn't want to take with me nor letting me take him :( NVM! Ooo then he let me cut his hair!!!!! WooHOO!!! =P But i only cut a little of his side fringe luh. hahas. NICE OK! =P
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~ =PP
Its my birthday today!! Went Swensen(Orchard ION) with my family. Was surprised that there was dessert buffet there. So we had that! hahas. They have both dark and white chocolate fondue!!! NICE!! =P But actually i dint ate much, as i was a little unwell. Then after that we went shopping around. My kor bought a jacket and me and my mum bought a bracelet and necklace each^^ Dad nth as usual.
While at Swensens, my dad suddenly talk about his thoughts. He said its actually very lucky that we are still together as a family. If its not we did our part well, this family will just broke up. blahh... funny but cute dad i have luh! hahas. Ya but what he said is true.. but i really think that i am very lucky to have such a great parents! Really^^ So yupp. LOVE MY FAMILY =D
HEY !!! Im back posting.. ahah. What a great day i had~~ Not because of school of course.. school's boring.. i mean the night time!! I just came back from China Town!! Chinese new year is just so great. Its just so "re nao" luh!! hahas. Then i bought a watch and a hello kitty case. Of course tibits too. Ooo ya i went with my family.. parents, Nicky, Rod, <--their parents and Dai gu ma(my big auntie). hehehs. So fun! After that we went Satay Club at the "lao pa sa" for supper. Wow! Lots of super yummy food filled the table. Its like a long time since i eat this much supper le. Omg! sure will gain weight. Shit! Nvm, will control back. But im happy luh!! hahas.
Wonder if there's a pill or smt so after you eat it, you will be still skinny no matter what you eat, for life! & just 1 pill will work. lols. IF! >.<
Nvm. stop thinking of things that will never happen. lols. Fine. School school school is just driving me crazy!! Piles of work are drowning me can! and this is still not yet studio project. wait till it comes, i will be dead =_= just 2 words here.. DON LIKE!!!
And because of ^^^^^ the above para.. I am unable to meet up with my sisters and friends!!!!!! I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS THEM LIKE HELL LUH!!!!! :( :(
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 | posted by J E N N ❤
suddenly thought why i dint mention about friends and sisters and i realised they were actually flowing through my head when i type that whole post. its just natural nothin much i have to say as I STILL LOVE THEM JUST LIKE BEFORE❤❤ words from heart luh :)
PEEKABOO!! I'M BACK!! hmm... what should i start off with?
I AM SO BUSY since the start of that stupid Sem2!!! Group projects, assigments, many many test coming.. which i don even know what will be test on! Lectures talking and i will go daydreaming~~ Naturally.. =__= They are nice lectures, but sometimes, actually most of the times, either grandfather story, or talk normal and suddenly will go softer or go so fast with his own lagguage with makes me catch nth! hais.. forget about school~~
Next. hmm i started picking up make up.. wow. Why? i don't know, think i want to give another look to i don't know who's that pig. Anw, i tried putting on BB cream, eye liner and mascarra BY MY OWN FOR THE FIRST TIME OF MY LIFE and went out~ hahas. i don't know izzit better for me to put make up or not.. still wondering.. hahas. Then i showed pictures to my darling SophiaQuek, her reply was "you have make up meh?" hahaha.. dots. my reaction was really huh... hahas but nvm, im sure she will continue to teach me more about make up until one day she will say, wahh nice make up? hahahahaha!
Next Next, family... my kor kor went NS already :(( and his IPHONE became MINE already! :DDD hahas. Now my family have 3 botaks! wana take pictures with them! hahas! =P I still love my FAMILY❤❤ more and more~~ hehe....
oo ya... talking about family.. reminds me of family worrying about me, always, and then reminds me of things happening around the world.. like recently there are teenage slashing cases, molesting cases, and what like a new way of some bad guys using kids to bring girls to a unit and rape. so WARNING TO GIRLS.. whenever you saw a kid alone, claim that he is missing and ask you to bring him to a given address, BRING HIM TO THE POLICE STATION NO MATTER WHAT! its a new way of some bad guys to rape girls.
Ok.. 12:40AM now... going to bed~~
wait luh!!
still have luh!!
Last Last. Of course is my that zhu luh! hmm... still with him eh.. hahas! =X ok.. but we have no time to meet since the start of Sem2. Both busy with school and our timetable dint really match. So ya... Sad. But its ok, we still chat alot.. and still the old same topic EVERYTIME. lols. feel so sian but dono why everytime will still laugh. laugh means happy. yeahh i am happy. so HAPPY to be with YOU. ******* *** ** ****❤ *will paiseh anot uh? i think i should erm... done! :DD cos that should always be in my heart and mind ;)
Ok.. really ok liao.. going off to bed~~ BYE !!
wait >< Paiseh. was just wondering who will read this, as i dint post for SO LONG already.. TAG ME! ThankU! :D
I shall update my deadly blog now. haha~ why? cos i am bored now! waiting for someone in taiwan to online? if he will? so i shall talk about my life noadays?firstly, i am really not happy with my Sem 2 timetable luh! so tiring! omg. and the modules are like so hard to pass!! urhhh!! what should i do?!! oops. lazy to type le =X messy thoughts in my head anw~~ bye!
BYE!!! ;0
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